My last straw.

Before I end off my day today , I wanna dedicate this special post for one of my favourite guy. It's been more than 4 years since we know each other, and I could clearly remember every bit and pieces of our memories. I see how you changed into a person you're right now. Then we gradually get to become closer and closer. I really feel very blessed to know you. I won't regret. Today , I managed to talk to you face to face and I'm sure your decision is certain . Well , that feeling eventually suck . I can't look at your eyes. What's left between us were memories. I guess I'm never a good gf. Eventually everyone leaves me , one by one. I got to accept the fact. It's pretty scary how things are right now. That one person you thought won't changed eventually did. Nevertheless, all the things you did for me , say to me , done for me is kept inside my heart. I still placed your photos near my heart each night before I sleep , heartache totally. Thanks for being the best boyfriend so far. Being there for me all the while. Your last msg was to forget you. I will eventually forget. I will listen to you the last time. I know there's not a chance of us patching back like how we always used to. But, I still tried my best today , guess I don't have the ability to change your mind anymore. I'll never forget you dear. I'm sure you will get very good results next year and get into your JC or poly. I totally believe in that. I promise myself that tonight will be the last night I'll cry for you. Returning back your necklace and ring feels like I lost part of me yet feeling so relieved after doing so. I know I don't have the right to hold on to those precious stuff anymore , but one thing i'll keep is that one keychain that I've done for you , 幸. I will keep it safely with me because the very last thing is I want you to be happy. Even though , I know you're perfectly fine , I just want to console myself by saying those words. I will never forget those beautiful pretty memories you've given me. I love you dear. Please take lots of care because I won't be in your future, beside you anymore..

The End.