Good things always come to an end.

I'm sorry for another post to him but I promise this is the last.(I'll try)





Tonight , I like to drown myself into a sea of sad songs. I can't deny music is always my best companion when I'm so upset. The above song that I keep replaying over and over again is so applicable to how I'm feeling right now. I took a walk around the places that we used to visit and our usual meeting place awhile ago and I seriously break down . Memories and more memories flood my mind ..Guess, Life move on. It's scary how someone I thought would never turn their back on me eventually did. What worst was of all person I have to lose , I lost my everything which a part of me was gone too.   Every night I'll have to remind myself that there's no more you anymore , I shouldn't think about you all the time because you'll never come back around and probably you've started on your new life . I met up with my darling today and I fought miserably not to let my tears fall from my watery eyes. . I told her about everything and I smiled every time I mentioned about how nice he was to me and all the fun times, inside jokes we used to had. hahaha. Then when I mentioned about what we have become now, my heart cried so bad inside . After knowing from her about how much you've put in your whole heart and effort for the little things that I never notice totally breaks my heart. I'm sorry. Right now, I'm glad you've left me , really. I know I don't deserve you at all.  I'm glad you're happier , less pressurized right now . You've made the right choice and you deserve someone so much better soon to come . Once again , thanks for every single things you have done for me. I see the clearer picture now and I want to see you up on stage next year . I'll never forget someone like you, I promise. Best wishes my favourite boy.ily