It's been a rather fruitful 2012 for me , I really had so much memories of the people I'm with right now. Sometimes , we tend to lose people along the way but that's perfectly fine as people come and go. I think I learn MORE than giving others what I had . There's just too many people that I'm thankful for in my life . I'll mention it one by one below :) Well , enjoy :)
Special mentions >
First of all , my clique in the school . Frankly speaking , I started off in the school with completely no friends but only Alicia , Vivien and we're always called the foreveralone ones. I thought that I shouldn't rely on my darlings too much because they are express and I'm NA , we can't possibly be together most of the time and so I'm always alone . It was only when last year I get to meet those girls through Qianyu . I'm really grateful for each and everyone up there , if it wasn't for them I would not be who I am right now. They bring me laughters in the canteen and I feels complete with them around . Although we still have awkward silence here and there but I certainly believe that if everyone is making a little effort , we could be friends for a very long time since we already had our clique outing . I really hope there's even more in the future. I must say I love them , from the bottom of my heart ;")
I can't believe that I actually post this picture up . SO.. this is the very good stirring shit group 3 of Leopards V . I guess what makes us so special was that even after the Nepal trip , everyone of us still dearly misses one another because most of the time we were actually together during the tough times . WE been through the bad times together and I'll never forget everything that had happened in Nepal . I learn a lot from the different leaders .It is really a good experience and I yearn for more of such trips in my poly life. We make the effort to create a whatsapp group and plan outings again and again even if we fails to meet on a certain dates , we still keep trying until we find a date where everyone can make it . I guess that's what makes us so special from the rest of the Leopards. Huixian told me that she feels like a family as a group 3 and I can't agree further ;') I strongly believe that we are going to have 2 or 3 outings every year since we had already promise to one another . I have faith in us and of course , the whole of Leopards V . WE ARE THE BEST, ALWAYS WILL BE THE BEST ^^ don't forget.
THIS IS MY ALL TIME FAVOURITE TEAM!!! Tell me how could I not love them when everytime I see them I feels so much more comfortable with just us around. I guess I would never forget all the trainings , the blood we bleed , the tears we shed these were simply not just any outsider would actually understands. They are the best teammates I ever would have. I would certainly miss them dearly as all of us are going the different paths, but I know we would find a way back to one another again . I LOVE YOU GIRLS , You girls taught me a lot and I've grown up together with your . Sad to say , I miss Cheryl chiang. I hope she would be back with us again.. They are my constant reminder :" Once a team , forever a team" We are one and no one would be left behind no matter what ;') Everyone is just too important in my life.
SHE IS MY 10 YEARS AND COUNTING OF BEST FRIEND. I must say , I really feel comfortable with her and no words could actually describe how much she mean to me . Although we don't really talk much but whenever I need someone , she is the first that would actually come my house just to comfort me . Whenever I urgently need something from her , she would always lend me without any second thought..Simple dates like studying together , have meals together and h2h talk sessions with her makes me feel so much more at ease, that's because I know that she would not gossip around or betray me . I trust her so much from the bottom of my heart. I can't love her enough . I believe this is the friend for a lifetime :)
My best friend , Krishnan for 4 years throughout my secondary school life. Ps , please ignore my ugly face because that is the most recent photo I took with him at prom . I not really sure how to start describing him from scratch but I know he has been there for me most of the time . Whenever I'm upset , he always make sure that I smile again , and I really smile not being fake at all . I always feel so secure with him around , he taught me how to love sports and play sports with my heart. I really admire his love for sports because I can't do that. Nevertheless, I've written a lot in the card that I had given him for Christmas , that is all from the bottom of my heart and I mean it . He always will be a friend that I would not forget , best friend forever which we definitely will be ;') Lastly , thanks Krishnan , thanks for treating me so well and nice or even make the effort to takcare of me . I truly appreciate and couldn't thank you enough ;") Good memories with you all the time and there's more in the future:)
My dearest darlings . I will never forget everything that we had been through together , like how we started getting to know one another. They pick me up from being alone in the school and I learn a lot from them . 4 years had pass in the blink of an eye. We had all grown up to young pretty adults. I guess they will always weigh a certain percentage in my heart. I'm sorry for being so hot tempered and vent anger at your most of the time . I sincerely apologized. Thanks for accepting who I am and love me just the way I am. I'm so glad for both of your to step into my life and I had never regret knowing both of them .
AND to my special Alicia Soh, thanks for all the things you had done for me , be it sending chocolates to my doorstep whenever I'm upset or those late night calls, it just makes me feel so much better. I would really miss going home with you where the silence could feel so comfortable ... :'( sigh . I really love you from the bottom of my heart and do remember what I told you during our council chalet? I really mean it , I love you darlings!!!* MUACKS MUACKS.
My most love , LIMQIANYU. Everytime I write about her , I would get so emotional , there's just this sudden tinge of sadness that touched my heart. I feel like I had already known her for as long as I was born . This person just unknowingly mean so much to me. There's times when we quarrel , we fixed the problem , times when we're happy we jump for joy together, times when we are sad, we just get upset together . I can be as real as possible when I'm with her. I simply just spat out whatever in my mind without being afraid to get judge by her or whatsoever. Although we are apart for awhile , I believe we will be friends for a lifetime. I know you're always there for me and I hope you know I am too . Whatever I want to say , I've written down in the scrapbook. This is my first time doing it for someone , not even my boyfriend have it . Guess what , we concidentally wrote the same thing in the paper . :') touched and shocked ttm. I would never want to lose her. That's all. I LOVE YOU MY HONEY! :D
Well , let's not talk about him .....chey fake !:P HAHAHA. My GUAILAN boyfriend. I have never imagine myself being together with him after so much that we had been through. 2012 was the year that we officially are together after so so long~ . This special guy really know me inside out so well that I have nothing further to say. All the times when I'm upset, he is the one that I would always approach to utimately. I will never forget how we started off being so awkward and stuff right until how close to perfect we are right now. He taught me how to be stronger and different aspects of life thus I started to look further ahead .We are not those overly attached couple , but I just love how we are right now simply being best friends and lovers at the same time. This is the kind of relationship we want after so much of quarrellings. Times when we get so pissed or upset with each other , we would always find a way back and fixed the problem . Many of the times , we really want to give up but love lead us back together. I believe we would last as long as possible and many many things that would happen in my life , you will definitely be part of it . THANKS for all the bittersweet memories and I want to say , you're one of a kind. I love you dear -touch my heart- I hadn't really love someone for so long right now after some heartbreaks but I'm glad that you didn't give up on me even in my hopeless state and even pull me out of the darkness . I just want to continue with this love. I LOVE YOU AGAIN MY DEAREST PRECIOUS DEAR.
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That's the end , time check - 2:42 am . I am very tired and please excuse me for any spelling mistakes or grammar errors, my eyes are shutting down so GOODNIGHT READERS. Have a HAPPY 2013 AHEAD!:D
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