Smile , cause it's free !:D

HELLO HELLO!

How are you guys coping so far? :) Term Test week sucks ! Stress level super high and my mood has never been constant, at the range of high and low anytime , anywhere ! I really wish i can be more positive towards life. Really , I wish i could do it. But it never happen . Negativity always fill my thoughts. I can never be a positive person in my life , i guess..  

Why am i always so careless?! I can't even get a simple question right , how do i even expect a harder ones? -__- I really hate myself for that.And everytime i'll tell myself , nvm , just a test, not MYE or EOY. But i am not feeling this way! In fact , I mind a lot a lot . I mind myself being lousy , i mind myself being stupid. Argh .... I just want to do well in every single tests , isit so hard ? I don't want my level position to be 40+? ( Can't remember) Neither do i want my class position to be a freaking 20 . Where is the old me ?! I use to get the top 10 position for both and just look where i stand now ?! Demoralizing isn't it ? ); As much as i want to do better , i can't . I know i'm fucking useless and dumb. Sucks to be me  . seriously.

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Whatever it is , i'm blogging at this hour is because i'm smiling like a retard in front of my computer right now ! I was thinking about the bus ride conversation when i'm with benedict soh , krishnan, swan yee , weijie , alvin , kenny  .:)  I swear it's hilarious talking crap &; gossiping with them! :D  it's like the whole bus belong to us , we talk at the top of our voice like nobody business :P Currently ,  I'm looking at those photos being taken while we're playing basketball at canberra park ytd. I cannot stop laughing at the two 小姐:DDD Really hadn't have so much fun in ball already! No stress , no nothing , just plain retard playing & joking away~  

Credits to Caiwei !:D

 

Each and everyone will receive the medal :) Feels great to sweat a lot a lot ^^

  小姐 -& it's; KENNY BONG ! HAHAHAHA.

His the joke of the day:D

I hadn't see Alicia's laughter for quite some time already! Haha. I knew she have lots of fun ^^

Haha , joke ! :P

 小姐 no.2 ! BENEDICT SOH! :D Another joke , couple with KENNY :DDD

And , I would really love to go there again with more jokers that brighten up my gloomy day:)) , somemore , it's so peaceful , with the entire park to us ! :P

That's all! Goodnight , gonna off my com and sleep! 1 more paper to go~ ! :D