Reality.

These days , was getting really emotional . Council friends and some others will know the reason i guess. Frankly speaking , there just so much to think and worry about . I dont want to live for others but to live for myself ..  

Coming to think about it , Sec3 camp is on this coming wednesday . ^_^    I still remember , we nearly cannot go becus of  the clashes of so many match ,  was quite fed up . But its all settle ! :D

I can't wait to go but i dont want to tired myself out becus next friday got another match . A little update for our zones now , offically in top 8 position but we are now put into a very very extremely dangerous situation becus we lost to Naval Base -,- We must win this monday  . MUST MUST MUST. Or else no more nationals and history will repeat itself. ); I trust my team . I really do . 

Okayzz. Making it clear here , i can't be bother by a lot of things now . I'm often get piss off easily and get depressed becus of lil mistakes . This period i guess would be my crucial period? Lots of things to worry about. When i've done worrying about certain things , another things is going to be on th way to add on to my stress.  My dad keep telling me that i'm just too young to talk about 'stress' But its not totally true >.<

Perhaps , just a lot of things changes , and this week is just so-so emotional that tears keep flowing down . (Right ?)  I need to thanks those whom understand me inside out , but just apparently some don't at all . * disappointed*

Again , thanks for dropping by and it is a very messy post . I got to rest now . Probably updating again next week . Cus will be away from singapore !! And come back to celebrate alena birthday ! Nightzz

Sweet :>    A must watch drama !