Appreciated.

I know you will be reading this but I would like to say Thank you once again for always remembering me in your picture despite everything that had happened. I'm a ultimate lazy texter and I really am lazy to reply messages unless it is important or he/she is important. I probably last seen you a couple of times and even forgot today that I have to meet you till I saw your message and that you're alr waiting under my block.  So sorry for that. It must have been hard on you suppressing your feelings for

the past years and I sincerely hope you've let go. Please let go because you're such a nice guy. Well, the irony is that there hasn't been anyone that actually waited for me to reach home, deep down inside I really appreciate it when I saw him from a far. Thanks for waiting but idk why the waiting seem much more valuable than the present you gave me. 

// No idea why I'm so mentally drained for the week yet have to put on a strong front :(  life's hard for me. 

[updated] 

Absolutely hate it when the other party is not devoted to the guy/girl. Stop flirting for god sake when you alr have a boyfriend/ girlfriend. Be good to only your other party isn't it how it should work? Talk to all kind of guys alr and your replies seriously one flirtation only. -.- You turn me off so badly in the social media. No wonder nobody stay in your life.