My eyes got teary upon receiving my BFF text the very first minute I posted vulgarities on twitter. If you know me well enough, I hate people that scold vulgarities and I don't like to say them myself either but if I ever spew them, you must have crossed my limitations. It's so heartwarming to see that qianyu would want to travel just to find me so that I could rant to her. It is unusual because she don't sacrifice much in friendship kind of thing and I'm so glad she actually initiate that. She made me feel so much better, really. I knew she's a keeper.
Flared up because things don't run smoothly for me the past few days and people not replying texts resulting in miscommunications and I had to quarrel with zf. Even though he piss the hell off me but he still initiate to apologized to me first even though both of us were at fault. I absolutely don't like it when I'm mad at someone and that someone make me laugh so I'm left with no choice but to forgive each other. Haha
Thanks Zee and Fir for giving me a tight hug just now. They are like my brothers , they read me like a book and I couldn't go thru so much of CCA stuffs without them, including aniq. They were the ones I could rely on in events. I'm surprised that they knew how bothered I was for the past 2 meetings. I wish I could tell them all but it's hard.
To end off the day, I didn't cover my Waterbottle and the water just spill all over my lecture notes. How can the day get any worse right??
I want to get better. I don't want to let useless things affect myself and my mood. Esp for the past few days I kept feeling grumpy and even weiting had to ask why am I like this.
Yeah, exactly what lead me into such state? I really want to know why as well. I need to clear my thoughts weekends pls come faster.
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