My misery

I know clearly at some point of time I would regret the things I never did. I have thought about it yet a part of me just don't want to take actions. 

Some regrets are inevitable. I feel that things happened for a reason. You make the decision and you should bear the consequences. So here I am, ready to bear them.

I've often been prompted by people Why can't you let go? Why can't you move on? Why you think so much? I've gotten so used to how this is what a person I am. I think hell lots of things to myself and I buried them deeply because I was told not to let them affect myself. I thought how someone could move on so effortlessly because I could never. If you are not going to stay then pls start to distance yourself from me because I can't deal with another heartbreak. 

Why do you even want to start it knowing that both of us are going to get hurt? Then again it's your choice. You cause your own misery. Why do you have to always bring it up again and again and write it as if you're the only victim? Such a disappointment.