All day everyday, I'm shag. But today, I'm tired yet the very least I'm happy. I'm not sure why too! Maybe I'm better working alone and doing certain things alone, that's why I need alone time no matter how busy I am.
I feel like it's not meant to be. Idk why each time when we get back tgt, it won't last. Immediately there's sth wrong. Personality clash and stuff. This time, I'm not going to avoid or leave you hanging there, I just need to find an appropriate time to talk and clear up everything I bottled up about you. I don't know these little things get me frustrated, heartache and angry. Frustrated because you didn't learn your lesson, angry because some of your actions really hurt or agitated me when you took my concerns for granted heartache because you're my friend. People been telling me that you've changed. Idk because I only believe what I see . It sucks because I realize I actually don't know you at all.
Some random thoughts again while I'm on my way home. Not gonna reveal too much anymore because I just need a space to rant. Happy but troubled. Oh the irony. Hahah
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