It's true that I like being busy, I mean with work. Initially I need a job to earn extra money for my own needs but after awhile , I realize it is to kill time as well, kill myself from having to think too much or do nothing at all. I don't have much friends so most of the time I'm free . I feel like an empty shell rn having nothing to do, nothing to busy with , nothing to stress about . I hate staying at home for many reasons.
Rn what I am thinking is that , "nobody will be there for you except yourself" there's so much meaning behind this. I have only myself right now . What an awful night .
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