Fix me.

6 April is our very own singapore version of Kuang Soo 's (running man) birthday ! hahaha. So here we are the early birds went to the chalet first to decorate the place to give him a surprise ! Minquan and Yangzhi were there as well=) 

Unglam shots are a must because we were far from being glam for the past two days. Lapsup girls ftw :) We even wear tee shirt with fbt to a restaurants to eat and everyone were obviously judging us when we walk in. hahah #swag Here's some photos with the burden lim and Vanessa was sitting on the chair not wanting to join us >:(  Selectively pick a few to upload because we have an image to maintain too! There's a few more photos in my ig too:) 

^ Walking back from chalet after the dinner also need to take selfie :p 

Second night was so so fun because we get to play Charades which is super epic because of all the words we bombed out ! hahaha Too many inside jokes already, can't help but to smile to myself each time I think of what nonsense we spat out :D Other than that, we even play 百万大歌新 , card game,  bonding games and our forfeit is what everyone dread most ....Seven wonders!  Last but not least played Photozone at 1am plus making a huge mess in the room . Of course , it was really fun when we push , cover faces , bang and do all means to get our faces in the shot. Unknowing brusies forming on me after the game but then again FUN IS WHAT MATTERS :p  here goes :

Nua on bed also must take picture : 

 After our shower : bathe tgt with my burden lim for the past two nights (don't judge pls)

Been surviving on 7 hours of sleep out of 48 hours and this is no joke. Nevertheless, been awhile since we all had so much fun and I wish for the bond of the friendship to last forever because each and everyone of them really means a lot to me . I couldn't afford another conflict or goodbyes to happen to my girls and the guys. 

On a rather sad note , I had to apologize to my bff because I wasn't myself when I was having lunch with her earlier. Too much thoughts running through my mind and I couldn't focus. My voice were so deep and she had to keep initiating a conversation with me. Thanks for putting up with me again and just there to listen no matter how much I tend to over think. 

 I'm not upset or angry but I don't know what do I stand for , where I belong. I know when I mention about certain issues, meaningless fights are going to get the better of us. I rather not risk something like that. I need to feel better, I want to feel less lonely. I really need to start doing meaningful things for myself. I'll b fine as time goes by. Accept angela, accept. I need more time to myself for the rest of the days in this week.