I choose to blog about a message I just receive not long ago because it somehow trigger me to. My heart died a little after reading the message . Two things in my mind : Firstly, it breaks my heart knowing that I cause hurt to someone I held so close to being good friends with him, little did I know his hurting and that what's hurt me most knowing I can't do anything but to continue breaking his heart. And then, all the words he said is ralatable and I know how it feels. Absolutely not because I still haven't move on but someone actually knows the pain I felt. The pain of convincing myself to accept the fact that the person I love will never have the same feelings for me again...All the sad times don't last I guess? I'll stay firm in believing that pain is just temporary and happiness will get to me soon. I'm truly moved by the long wait he had given me. It dawn on me that someone out there actually fall for someone like me, so why should I always frown, always being so unhappy . Greater things await for me and I shouldn't stop, I mustn't. It will never work out this way. Nevertheless, we're still good friends and it's my blessing to have him always lingering around me assuring that I'm alright;')
The hopeless Angela is now more hopeful again so I promise I'll make things right for none other than myself soon =)
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