Enough.

I don't know what got into me . I'm tired to the very least.
tired of pretending.
tired of caring too much.
tired of putting others in front of me.
tired of having to hide myself.
tired of facing my 'world'
tired of working so hard.
tired of putting up a 'I am okay, I am strong face'
tired of initiating.
tired of giving.
tired of always hurting.
tired of always compromising
tired of what I had been through.
tired of confiding my feelings.
most importantly, I'm just tired of trusting people too much. I come to a point that I don't really care what others think about me anymore, what's most important right now is that I'm conscious clear for the things I do and love that few people I cherish. They know who they are because I've been constantly reminding them how important they mean to me . I have nothing much but I have a few angels with me that always stick around, people that I am certain that I wouldn't lose  no matter how hard time brings us.

I lost myself along the way. Maybe time change me. At this point of time, I want to wash my hands off everything and just continue to pretend till the day I'm perfectly heal.| I wish money can buy time because I need lots of it.


 Till I'm better mentally...Xx