Dark grey all alone

 Saturday night was horrible in fact the whole of last week was a struggle. I'm all in a helpless state . I thought I'm in control of my own expectations but I was all wrong. The reality really hit me to the rock bottom. I whine to my 朋友 last friday night after POA because I was really sad out of a sudden , like literally. At that point of time all I need was some assurance from my good friends and they did. I really appreciate how I always annoyed Fione and she's the one that kept me occupied throughout the long walk to interchange from school. She really tried her best to assure me again and again no matter how much I have to whine to her . From the bottom of my heart , I really thank her for that:') Not to forget the other two who send me text messages at the same time just to make sure that I'm really alright :')) So.... I wasn't that alright after all. The whole night was in a terrible state where many things went through my mind. Some heartbreaking friendship matters to studies then to relationship stuffs that all my heart can't take it any further. I called my bff at around 1am at night just to hear her voice a little which ultimately make me feel so much better . I just cry like water tap dripping over the phone without any words exchanged. She had been the best to me and always will. Can't deny no matter how happy or sad I am, the first person I wanna share with is her. Even though she's in another stage of life now, I have faith that our friendship won't fade and if you're reading this , I wanna tell you :" LIM!!!!! HEHEH  Thanks for being sucha great friend and this is the second time I called when I'm on the verge of breaking down and each time I called you never fail to pick up my call no matter how late it is. :) & on my part, I'll definitely do the same for you if you ever need someone by your side :) " 

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YAYY SO THE SAD PART IS OVER because tomorrow will be better :)


Tiring Sunday 

Study date with them and  the first time was already a great one  :)  More to come  =)

Can't wait for Monday and Tuesday to be over and done with , FIGHTING everyone ~