shine the smile.

Maybe one day I'll run out of words to say, reach a point of incapability to string any order of 26 alphabets to represent the way I feel. Year by year as it all passes by, I hope for myself it's the last thing I could ever come up with for you, yet I would only find myself writing more than I did before. I know I cannot harp and linger on about you for the rest of my life or even for as much as two seconds, but this is yet another part of me that refuses to let it go.

It only hurts the soul realizing that you can't let go, and I should have been long over you but I'm not. I still crave your presence everyday, I miss the way I bullied you outright yet you accepted it, take it in your stride and cared for me even more, because you know what a facade I've been building up. Only you took the time to tear it down, and you were the only person I let it. Right now, I build a stronger and taller wall, something no one is willing to spend time breaking. 

move on.