Today , i was having a H2H talk with my dearest Qianyu and Hwee si after school . It gets me thinking though . Probably , this is why i need to express myself ...
Often I find myself
unable to find the right amount of words to convey what I am feeling towards
certain things and certain people. I consolidate my thoughts, place them hand by
hand, only to realize that I am always thinking about thinking about things.
Then what do I find in my thoughts? I can only have myself submerged in this
raining drops of thoughts, and secretly tear up right inside, and in the middle
of the night.
I don't know where to run towards to. Will you catch me when I fall? Sounds pretty cliche. But the truth is, ask yourself, honestly and truly, if I fall will you catch me? If I jump will you follow along? If I tear apart, will you fix me up? I still can't determine and measure side by side the ones who'll truly be there for me. Then again, I wonder if I will be there for anyone...?
If you know me,
if you knew me.....then maybe you'll understand the meaning behind this post,
the words behind every word. If you knew me.
I will be okay.
even now, i can't believe I still feel this way.
No comments:
Post a Comment