"What if i have only six months left to live? "
I ask myself , what will i do ? what can i do ? I was reading this storybook by Low Kay Hwa and then i came across this question , so Vivien and I decided to make this as our 'trisome 'blogging topic ^^
Guess what? My immediate respond was to spend 5 months with my boyf , 1 month with all my friends :) I guess i'll be doing some changes to it after doing some serious thoughts !:O I would not want to travel around the world , buying branded clothes and stuff. Think about it , we're only 15 , where can we get such a huge sum of money within a short period of time. I think that is pretty much unrealistic. :)
K , Firstly , i wouldn't tell ANYONE the truth, i'll pretend like nothing happened, spending 4 months with my boyf experiencing the most awesome teenage love ever. I asked myself ,
Love; do I really understand what love is all about? I’m only 15. What do I know about love? Then again, who is to say that young people cannot experience and realize what love is about? Teenage love; Often the sweetest love of them all. Tell me, when else will you get someone running up to your door to give you flowers? When else would someone tweet about his feelings, or ask for your forgiveness? When else would you have time to hold someone’s hands and run down the road with nothing but love in your mind?Teenage love, I’d say is where we experienced sweetest and most genuine love. Because that’s when we only know that we should give our love to the other party and that everything can come later.
I know i'll be definitely more than happy to spend time with the guy i truely love , i mean who don't right ! Even though he will be left with nothing when i leave , but i still want to be selfish for once, placing myself before others.
So , after i leave him , i'll definitely hide all my misery and living life to the fullest for another 60 days. I want to enjoy myself. Playing the sports i enjoy the most , trying new things , spent time with my family , my darlings and any other awesome friends.I really love to see them smile :) Of course , going anywhere to taste awesome food ! :P Most importantly , taking pictures and all . I know , Just when everything nd everyone changes , pictures don't .I'll definitely lock them all inside my heart C:
In the end , i'll pen down all my thoughts for these six months that i've lived . And prepare cards for people that i appreciate the most. At last , there goes my last chapter, and i'll just die peacefully somewhere over the rainbow ! :) LOL.
That's all for this topic ! Updating again soon! Stay tune :)
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