ƸӜƷ Angela's: They were right, I really was just a game for you

W.E.A.K

Yes I won't deny that, now I'm letting you know what's in me. How great is that? Use it as a tool and hit me hard on my soft points. That's what fakies do, don't they? Wait for the downfall of a person and start gloating all about it.

The thing that makes you the strongest will always be the one that makes you the weakest. So remind me again when I'm emotionally strongest? When I break free from someone I care about most, that's when I'm strongest. I build my faith on broken tears. Then suddenly I get all loser, and fall for a guy. Then let them manipulate and pull the strings of my heart. Yes I am weak.

Even wanna use twitter also relying on someone to talk to me first. Guess today will be my last 11:11 wishes. Gotta stand strong.

These days i got some shocking news which was the very least expected things . I guess it was not NOT easy for me AT ALL. It was like if i got stabbed by a knife right through my heart. Its just painful .)'; All of this pain controls my everyday thoughts. I can't erase that so easily. What should i do , what should i do?? , eventually it went to an helpless state . Gosh, everythings suck up , last week was the most shitty week ever , i really hope for a better life , free from those emotions and problems+result! Can god grant me ? =/ I've been working hard , i've been trying to live life to the fullest , can't you all see i'm trying ?! *sigh! i'm tired..

Sunday outing with Ting , i could say it was a happy day out with her becus we were like back to our old days , talking , chit-chatting like never before , i just could tell her anything . Thanks for that . Much appreciated.