But anyway, I don't meant to be a mood spoiler here.. I hope all of you guys end off 2014 well with your love ones no matter where you are. I shall start my annual dedications now :)
Hi lauway, I guess I didn't told you how much I actually appreciate you in my life. We got closer because of O levels. I still remember how I told you I was so afraid of being alone all over again without Qianyu by my side, but you gave me the assurance and stood by me throughout the entire year. Your care& concerns, your annoyance, your lame jokes, your stupidity that piss me off , your mini encouragement text , your food that you left it on my table early in the morning, your cornflakes and most importantly your presence. You are always there for me and I know when you said, " Don't be afraid of class outings, I'll stick with you throughout so that you won't feel awkward" She know how much I'm afraid of socializing and being outcast so for the entire day, she never left my side at all. I was very touched. I accept who you are so I hope you could feel good about yourself because you are uniquely you. Do not change for anyone. Be the happy and dumb hwee si that everyone know! I'll still be a text message away as long as you need me! Love you dumb!
To my black friend above, thanks for sticking around my side for the 6th year going to 7th. You're just like a shadow of my boyfriend that I know I could run into. Even though we are in different school right now, you still ask Qianyu about me and so fort (I hope i'm not wrong) and concern about me. I feel extremely comfortable and safe with you by my side. You tell me bullshits all the time but I have to admit some words you told me are true. Hate it when you have to insult my make-ups and you could even spot the slightest change in me. You know when my mind is being drifted away when I'm outside with you and there you go immediately asking me what's wrong. Of course, the usual check on my gallery time and comment on every photos of mine! Love to be around you because I felt genuinely happy as you always make me laugh without trying! HAHAH. I couldn't go wrong with you . Even though now you became very popz, please don't forget me okie & hang out more often!
Those are my dearest secondary school friends that I'm comfortable around with! So glad that we still keep in contact and each outings we've planned, they always never turn down the idea and make it happen. I'm thankful for their presence. Even though I'm not very close to each individual but I'm comfortable with them, talking generally , joking and make a fool out of ourselves! Poly / ITE/ PFP life change most of us because these young men and ladies had become more sensible! I hope nothing but the best for them this year as they are the ones I still mention about whenever I'm out with my other friends! A few times meet ups is good enough every year!
#LOSERS GONNA LOSE IT ALL
Hi loser clan! Not sure if your ever going to read this but I just want to express how thankful I am to have you guys with me in poly. Greatest gift from God this year was all of your presence. I've grown so much in terms of mentality because of your. I'm much much happier than before because your presences kept me busy and mini outings that make me feel like I'm a grown up kid. I believe your put in the effort to make things happen instead of sitting back, You guys make me feel so much like a clique compared to anyone. Thankful for the endless insults, h2h talks, chiong-ing projects, stress faces and fun time your gave me and I hope nothing but the best for us in 2015. My tiny wish that is hidden in me is that I hope our losers friendships last for as long as possible, really.
This is our sixth year together! No doubt I feel this special bonds of us is going to last us till we have kids and we are going to bring our kids to one of our house and goes like " wait ah kids, mummy want to eat steamboat" hahah! They weigh a certain level of importance in my heart and I love how a few times meet ups could actually bring us so much closer like how we used to be in secondary school! Seeing them make me remember all those endurance, sacrifices, hardships during trainings was worth it and that joining basketball was never a mistake. I love you all so much and I hope this year we could at least travel together!
Hi violet lim!! I know you will be reading this so here's your long awaited shout out! Stop asking me to post about you and flattering yourself of how important you are~ pls just cut the act! Hahah! Thanks for seeing the cui-est me of all time and even though I got judged by you so badly, I still love you okie. Knowing you and jia was the best thing on top of loser clan. You can be really annoying and grumpy at times but I know you are always there for me when I need. You manage to spot those mini facial changes on my face and the next second immediately pulls me aside and asking me what's wrong. Of course you and jia protection of me when I saw the two( you know who I referring) I feel comfortable with you for such a short period of time because I could talk to you about anything. The first time I chose to open up to you after project time was the time when I let my guard down and genuinely want to let you understand me better. I didn't regret telling you so much about my past and current stuffs that day and I hope one day I could do the same for you too! Hate to tell you this but you have some weightage in my heart and now you have a boyf , I still would not let my guard down, I will protect you like how you told me I am the 大jie if anyone is going to bully my violet!
X2 ! She's probably the dumbest friend that I've met so far yet you couldn't stop loving her for who she is. I'm glad I've met you, I lifted up the courage to talk to you during orientation, and make the first move to go to school with you everyday. I sound like some despo for the first time because you make me feel so one sided however I'm glad that my skin is thick enough to last me for a few weeks because I have no friends! Slowly, we got closer and you are my first friend in poly a part from Shihui. I know you're afraid of letting people enter your life and know you better because of your past experiences or even now which I dk of . But I just want to let you know that you got to let go and move forward . Some people come and go but you got to keep an open heart for some people that genuinely care about you to enter as well. Walls can be vanished if you stop dwelling on what had already happened. As much as I hate letting my walls down and let people know my stories, I still chose to have faith to see the good in people, that's why I talk to you and violet a lot whenever I need someone. I hope one day, I could hear your stories too. Start feeling happy this year because you deserve it. No matter whether you believe it or not, I'm always here for you.
I don't even know why I'm so nice to you today. Hahah! But I'm writing my heartfelt words to you so I hope you would feel it because you're a friend that I care about quite a bit~
To my lovely darlings of all time. Just want to say congratulations! You girls had finally pulled through the toughest 2 years battling the A levels! I wish nothing but the best results because I know your are my smartest girls in my heart! No matter what the result is, I'll be there and support your mentally in whatever route your chose! Thankful because both of your are always going the extra mile for me, concerning me through text messages, come my house at 12 midnight on my birthday every year without fail. I love how we always talk about the future us, walking on the streets with our kids and drinking some high tea like some rich tai tai! Both of your are so special to me! I couldn't imagine myself losing any of you. I know this is a lifetime friendship. Mark my words that I would give or do anything for your as long as you ask for! Love your so much!
Hi ting! Showing my cui face to show you all how little we actually take pictures! Known her since primary school and nothing changed! She's the closest friend I have and will be so I'm thankful for her being a part of me. She's not even a best friend to me but more like a family. Both of our families are so close that we are so comfortable with each other! Thanks for never turning me down when I request for certain things and always prepare to listen to me when I just go up your house without warning! I love you ting and since I'm telling you how much I love you , I wish you could be my 大嫂 in the future ;)
To my dearest boyfriend. Coming to the seventh year with you is not easy. Maintaining this r/s is even harder. I know we don't have the perfect r/s because we fuss and fight most of the time. Just want to tell you me being emotional is not what I choose to be at times because I truly care about you like those small changes on your face and gestures. I'm most vulnerable with you because I give you my love, like really in terms of r/s! I'm not going to write something like fairytales because I'm facing the reality now. I not sure how long we could last but I'm grateful that you came into my life with you loving me. You know me so well that it scares me sometimes. Just want to let you know that I love you very much! I'm sure dealing with my emotional shits is never an easy job to you but I promise to be a happier individual this 2015. I hope you could see the effort I put in for you and know that you would always have my support and trust with whatever you do! I'm always at your back bro! Haha! Your way of showing me love make me feel so one sided sometimes but I know you're just different. I accept who you are and never will ask for much as long as you are happy with me! I hope 2015 is a good year to us and I hope that you would get your perfect GPA as well if this is all your new year wish!
Leaving the best for the last, to the girl I love the most. I wouldn't know what to do without you by my side most of the time through these years. Is like I want to share with you my happiest moments as well as the saddest moments! I guess I'm officially attached to you now! Even though you are extremely burden, I can't help but to care and keep a look out for you! You're literally like a part of me that could make me vulnerable when we have Cold War or a small tiff. I could not imagine myself not talking to you for a week because I always end up texting you after that because I "feel" it's been long since we meet up but the truth is not long ago only! You are that one friend that accept totally who I am even when I fart in front of you, you wouldn't move away but told me it's okay! Hahah wth! Or me showing my bare face plus nerd specs and not a word of 'ugly' came out from ur mouth. I say things the opposite to you most of the time because this is the way I express my love to you! I hope you know I that I'm not afraid to show my all to you and tell you anything because there's no secret of me to you. I hope 2015 would be a good year to you, achieving greater things and pull up your gpa! I know it is not easy but trust me, you are doing great now! Keep it up and you will be able to see light at the end of the tunnel! know that I'll never leave your side unless you want me to! Love you Bae!
I'm so tired already! It's 3.21 am and my eyes are closing . Please mind my language because I just type whatever come into my mind! So tired to even check for spelling errors or what just going to end it off! Goodnight readers!
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