Exhausted

Met up with Bae this evening for a little chat and partly because I miss her very much as well. 

Yayy so cheers to virgin try of holy cow creamery! 

Feeling extra rich today so we got Starbucks... Hahah (Nah just kidding it was one for one!!) 

Just a short note to my Bae, Jiayou in poly because we are sort of on the same boat right now! endure through poly life and I'll always be there for you! Must stay strong ok, don't like to see you break down:(( and DON 自甘堕落 okie :( kiss* 

And here I am want to thanks qianyu (again) so much for understanding whatever I've said and know what exactly I am going through / been through for the week. It has been a very exhausting days so far that I could hardly breathe. 

 I'm super thankful for her just being her. She wouldn't judge me for whatever I do and the support and love I gain from her is just .. Aww. Really dunno what to do if I didn't just pour out to her. I guess I am just exhausted from pleasing people and ensuring my love ones are happy. I'm not a hero, I can barely handle myself. 

People are so scary when it comes to politics, I don't even know if I really know your after so much that we've been thru. Isn't it just scary. Sometimes I really really feel left out and pls correct me if I say your only need me when you want something . :'( Xiao sad. 

Really dunno why my appetite is affected as well, it's like I've been eating lesser and lesser but my stomach feels bloated. Not even a proper meal today. :/ sigh.