Today, I was literally disappointed. They say expectations leads to disappointments, but then again I didn't really expect anything from them so why do I still feel so disappointed? It's not just once but many. One of them still know exactly what am I disappointed in and yet they could do such a thing.
This reminds me of the past where someone said, "I hide the truth from you because I'm afraid you will get hurt once you know it." Well, a similar thing came out from the person I'm most comfortable with in the clique. It just daunt on me how fresh my scar still is . I don't understand how people can come out with such a thing? I mean if you hide sth from me and I found out, wouldn't I be more upset?? what logic is that it's better for you to not know the truth? Funny how some people think seriously. I could never do such a thing. As time passes, I realise there's too much differences in us and it's hard to compromise when none is putting in the effort to. Maybe it's too early to say that this friendship will last and I don't hope for much ever since the past few weeks and xx. Honestly, it's been bugging me ever since xx then. I didn't want to say because I couldn't find anyone to speak about the issue to.
It suck being so one-sided, doesn't it? I give up.
Lesson learnt: think twice before leaving a space in your heart for people.
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