I've slowly learn how to manage my emotions better. I learn how to tell myself positive things each time I'm sad, just like today, felt myself tearing up already during class but I manage to hold back and focus on the priority first. During dinner time, I was having dinner alone at the food fare and I just happen to look around, looking at how many people actually eats alone and I felt kinda sad. Sad for them as they could have grown so used to the loneliness living inside them already. Well, I haven't. But I'm still learning. I love alone time but at the same time I'm afraid to be too lonely.
I miss my darlings out of nowhere. I miss Alicia. She messaged me out of the blue to check if I'm okay immediately just because she dreamt that I went her house and kept crying and crying. Must be a sign that bad things gonna happen to me soon( I HOPE NOT) but whatever it is, I love her for loving me. I love how I can spam her on WA and she can reply me instantly with spams as well. This is how best friends text right?:) I hope both my JC smart good friends are coping well and I can't wait to spend more time with them after A's !! :D
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