G8 day.

CS event today, went to Down Syndrome Association to visit those adults that have a mindset of children. I can see that they are all genuinely happy with what they have. Everyone are loving and helpful towards one another. 

Take a look at us, yourself. What have we become, a monster that yearn for this and that everything but not being satisfied with all that we have. It make me reflect so hard. Words can only bring me this far but deep down inside it is more than just those few words. 

Putting that aside, We had to rush back to school with our empty stomach for a meeting with the seniors because of the preparation for the upcoming camp along with those DSA people. It's gonna be a meaningful camp I would say because it is more of like doing volunteering work and having fun. I'm looking forward to it because every single thing is me and my fellow subcom members' hardwork. Just take a look at how many meetings and more meet ups behind the stage:( I'm sure we are all in this together, ceeass :))

I still remember how I love to dance during primary school. I always go all out during trainings just to hear praises from my instructor. I love it you see. However during the rehearsal on stage, I not sure how I stumbled but I forgot all the steps like my mind just went blank:( and then I was being pull off the stage and couldn't perform anymore. This left me a great impact so I had this very very and extremely low confidence in dance. I had always envy people who could dance on stage because being able to dance, one must have confident which I don't. I'm working on it really badly. 

Today, as I look through the dance videos that Shaun took down of me, I really felt like I've that bit of confident now, way better than before. We choreograph out every single step till 9pm in school and it turn out well. :) so thankful to have nice people to work with especially people with the same passion. Love it so much! So proud of myself because I'm stepping out of my comfort zone, slowly. I want to make a difference this year. 

Feeling happy today, hehe. Goodnight world ! Thanks for reading on till here.