A thought.

Constantly telling myself that I would do better the next time round. Yes I always have my words of advice to my friends that this is just the start of poly first exam, so don't give yourself such a hard time. Yet just a part of me couldn't accept that all the results I got back is just average scores which really affect me quite a bit. All I do in school is to pretend that I'm fine , cheering my friends up but actually it just affect me by a little too. Really thankful for ting and hx to see through me knowing that I'm not that 'happy' after all, the very least I could show my 'sian' side with them around :')  (my results is not up to my expectations as always) BUT I'm not that sad to the extent of crying or emo as I learn how to move on when I hit rock bottom better than the past. I must say that being positive all these while help me a lot though!

Glad to have that gym session earlier on to sweat and organize my thoughts. Couldn't find anything better to vent out other than running and let my body sweat.  Great company as well. 

Gonna pull up my grades this coming major exam!!! JIAYOU ANGELA!!!! Going to work extra harder especially for my 5 projects in hand right now because the weightage is like super high and I'm left with 2 written papers for the end of August examinations!! YESSA!! 

I don't want to have any regrets and I would get over all the 'average' results after tonight , no point brooding over it cause in the end, a day will pass like another day will.