Precious ones

Carmen birthday today!!! Customize our own waffle cake for her and I hope she likes it !!! 

Mad rush for me because I have to rush here and there!! Met hx for lunch and it's a good catch up with her as both of us feel that we have not seen each other for a very long time! Hahah! 

At night celebration for our dearest princess jueyun!! All the sacrifices and planning is worth it once we all come together as one. (Including the guys) 

Boo to the bad lighting but some pictures are quite nice though even if it cannot see our faces!! Anyway, just some random thoughts tonight thinking of the girls above. Truly love how we always come together to plan for one another's birthday despite our busy schedule. I miss them so much because they are the ones that I share my true self the most with. Each and everyone of them are so precious to me. I always feel a sense of belonging to them whenever we meet up.  I would never want to exchange anything for our friendships. Here I am, hoping that we will stay together all the way till we age and have wrinkles. Thanks for being a part of me,  I love you girls!!

On a side note, I just feel like ranting a little bit here. I'm really pretty upset by the fact that it has been a rough week for us, we have been quarreling , ignoring each other's texts for half of the day and so forth. I ask myself why and I always find that the problem lies in me. I expect too much from the ones I love and I can't deny when my BFF say that it's one of my weakness. Most of the time, I don't need you to tell me about my vulnerabilities but I just want you to listen, and feel me for once. You'll never get to understand this point. On my part, I need to stop thinking too much, stop caring too much. I'm so tired of feeling like a loser, worrying this and that. Maybe I should stop trying so hard because what is meant to be yours will always be yours. 

I don't wish to have fights with you anymore because loving you is an understatement.