MEH

meh ~ 

Can't sleep when I need to sleep. Having this headache of mine that is not making everything better. Lying down having different kind of random thoughts in my head 

1. I don't understand how someone can wear a mask outside every single day without fail. You know I really hate it when I know they are upset yet they still have to fake in front of me. Ain't you tired? Am I not that trustable for you to confide your feelings to? I just cannot understand the logic behind : " I don't want to burden my friends with my problems" seriously hate it if my close friends say such things to me, I swear. WHAT ARE FRIENDS FOR YOU TELL ME .  I just don't like the idea of feeling that my besties are upset and I don't know the reason. (Ok maybe I am not one of her close friends but I'm just worried because I treat her like one of my good friend.) 

2. I want to cut my hair+fringe 

3. I want to dye my hair

4. I want to do treatment too(maybe)

5. I want to work because I miss my colleges and drinks there ofc I am pretty broke as well~ hahaha 

6. Can't wait to go shopping AGAIN!! The feeling of shop till I drop 

7. Can't wait to go korean festival with BFF! 

8. Can't wait to finish MST!! 

9. 2 weeks feels like so near yet so far!

10. Can't wait to go korean bbq with my poly clique after MST!!!!

11. So worried about my ITB out of all the modules......(I am not kidding when I say I am 电脑白痴)

12. Really hope I can get into CSCC community service.... Because it is the only one I want to focus in 

13. Can't wait for chapters interview but it is on September ...... Really hope I could be a part of chapters. 

14. Going to gym during the holidays !

15. Loving my pace of losing weight by running twice a week. I am not trying to prove that I can lose weight , but I just want to feel healthy, feel fit and I want a nice body, as simple as that. 

16. Contented with my life now with all the people I love. 

Ok 16 points which summarize what are on my mind right now. Boo to school tmr. But is the last week for the semester so gonna pull through and mug hard during the weekends :D JIAYOU TO ME