Late night thoughts

I've been struggling with my own thoughts late at night when I can't sleep now and then. My mind never fails to flood with many other scenerio of people, places, happenings and even imaginations. I couldn't say it's entirely emo ones because there are happy thoughts too:) 

There are some point of time when I feel entirely worthless and drained because of the never ending worries and problems that I came upon. The other point where I feel totally blissful and thankful to have people out there lending me their ears whenever I need and of course people that choose to stay with me :) some people have known me for years and I'm glad they know me so well at their tip of fingers. I'm nothing without them because they honestly mean a lot to me than what they actually think. I dedicate my life to those that matter to me . 

At this point of time when I reflect upon myself , it was more of black and white . 1+1=2 . I knew the beginning and the end before I crack the cover. I don't regret the ending because I know whose deem worthy of but what I regret is the middle . What I have all done before. With that, I deserve the hurt and heartbreak that came with my choice. I guess this is what life want me to learn. Sacrifices have to be made. 

Please don't read too much on what I'm saying because I'm not referring to any particular person or incidents . Can't help but to feel how cruel reality is as I grow older :(  

I think the main lesson is always to pick yourself up from where you fall and get back on your feet stronger than before. Of course, be sincere to people that been through everything with you and always see the good in them:)