I'll b better.

"You won't be happy if you're constantly comparing yourselves to others" 

Just out of a sudden this quote is hovering in my mind so I better write it down in my blog to serve as a constant reminder of who I really am . It's true and I must admit that I like to compare and lift up to certain expectations I set for myself. However, when I can't hit that standard , I'll lose faith and my self-esteem will drop to the bottom pit that no one can eventually bring it up again except for myself. I'm a very very competitive person. I don't want to lose out but I know there will bound to have people much better than me in terms of look, charisma , character or personality wise which I can do nothing but to accept it. You won't know it if you yourself is beginning to change from the real. I've been reflecting on how I've been looking on things in my own perspective but not the others. I don't want to be selfish because I put my love ones before me. I think all I need is to love myself and accept who I am at this moment. I don't want to lose myself in the acceptance of others. Your friends love you for your character and just for who you are so nothing more or less should be considered. If they can't do that basic for you, then you better let them free from your mind because they probably will do nothing but to make yourself plunge down once more into self-destruction. Having a pretty face or body is just a feature in your body but the most important thing always come from the heart. Therefore, certain things can only bring you down when you allow them to. I won't let myself feel so affected anymore because there's greater things to life=)


Just my way of self comfort when my self-esteem decided to drop..............