Heartfelt.

I didn't went home straight after the outing, all I ever wanted to do was to take some time alone, having to stop pretending in front of others, stop faking a smile and just be myself for a moment. Back to the usual spot just now thinking of all that had happened in the midst of  clearing the misunderstandings with her. Finally able to speak to her in text a midst of all the problems after what seem like a long long wait. Hadn't been myself lately ever since it all started. Totally hate to put myself on the spot of knowing that everything was mere misunderstandings and that we shouldn't even come to this. I really hate to lose someone I love because I do cherish those I care for. 

She type" Each time he told me that you're happy , it just breaks my heart a lil" that enough really tears my heart to learn that . I was very touched knowing that everything was real. No faking at all. Isn't that what friends does ? When your friends are hurt , you'll feel the same way. They say that " True friends take the bullets for you" Thanks for all that you've said because I really need everything back, back to how it used to be. That's all I ever wanted. I'm glad that everything is fine now , or should I say going to be fine now :) Finally the huge weight on my chest could go away a little .  That's how it all should be. Thanks for believing in us and most importantly , thanks for coming back around despite all the sufferings you had deep down. Truly sorry for the hurt I've caused by far. Enough said because I wouldn't reveal so much out of respect. 

I need some good days ahead of me pls, for my love ones as well. God bless.