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It should be a happy thing but I don't feel entirely happy at all. With all my uncles getting married, my grandparents will be the only one left at home because one by one moved out and my heart died a little to leave the two elderly in the house all alone. They will feel lonely don't they? How about their health whose going to look after them if something happens? All these thoughts haunt me as I am thinking through. In fact I am tearing now while trying to type the post. Perhaps they are like my mother and father they take care of me when I was so much younger and they see me grow.As I grow older, I neglected the fact about them because I was too busy with my life here so I hardly visit them. With that , I feel absolutely guilty about it. Saturday when I return back home , I saw how they aged right now and they fall sick so much easier. During the preparation for my Uncle's Wedding , the two elderly were so busy hosting the guest but I can do nothing to help. Both of them look so cheerful and genuiely happy to see all their family members back and that make me want to cry. I saw my grandpa limping as he walk and he kept telling us that he is fine because he didn't want to spent money to treat himself. My grandmother's hands was trembling unknowingly. My heart pains so much to see them this way. Can they not fall sick? I want my healthy grandparents because I promise I will invite them to my wedding when I grow up. I'm afraid they can't witness that and I swear I can't bear goodbyes. He say "要多回来看爷爷" I really want to cry in front of them. I've never felt so terrible before. I know the wedding cost them a huge hole and I really wish I have the money right now to help them too :( I've decided to go back after O levels to stay with them afew weeks and take care of them. Just so yknow , they weigh so much more than my own parents.
With that , I sincerely plead god to take care of them, let them be healthy and never die till the day I go.
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