Failure in Disguise

What a beautiful song sang by Jayesslee. Had been replaying this song over and over again because it is so relate-able. It really make me tear up, the lyrics is very meaningful so listen carefully. At times, I feel like giving up and just walk away leaving everything behind too. Simply because I can't get anything right and I feel like a failure. Gradually, I feel people distancing away from me and I can't do anything to stop them from going . I'm that sort of friend who will always stick around till you find a better ones. Truth is everything gonna hurt no matter how much we tried to pretend it doesn't.

I understand everything about heartbreak because I've been through hell. Been really really moody these days and I have no idea what got into me. Short dinner with Krishnan and the rest yesterday and no doubt , krishnan has a way of making me smile , laugh and feel genuinely happy without trying. He is such a comfortable friend to be with and I know my secrets are kept safe with him. Probably many more girls/guys do the same but I just have that trust placed in him that he will never change no matter where he go and who he is with. Thank god for giving me such a good friend to keep. I'm not being emo but just feeling unhappy. Perhaps I'll be better the next day . Going to sleep with a heavy heart tonight again. Wish me well.