Last 21st.

What's past is past, you can do so much so as to relive those moments. But certain things, just aren't meant to be. It may perhaps be a continual reminder of who you are and what makes you alive, but someday you've got to let go, find some direction in your life. There's no other way than up when you've hit rock bottom.

True enough, don't you agree? Today, the 21st marks a very very special date. It's prolly a year if we're still attached. I've been picturing us going for a nice date , doing the things we enjoy and just forget about studying a day , making this love the top priority. What's gonna make it better will be a nice dinner at Jack's place maybe ?  Guess it'll never be the same anymore. I'm pretty touched by the fact that you still remember and put in the effort to send me the very last long message ytd night when the clock striked 12. I don't have the guts to reply you when I saw it this morning because it actually still hurts. Everything don't matter anymore , don't they? It's a cycle and I probably need to move on like before. Suck it up and accept it . I need to be happy even if I'm unhappy. Like what I've always said, "Everything will eventually get better" right? The very least, that's the end  , not gonna have such thoughts anymore. I choose to be happy. 

An old message that we've send each other , playing around with the lyrics. It's true. "爱, 是为彼此祝福" which means when you really love someone , you got to give them your blessings wholeheartedly even if you're no longer together, at least there's beautiful memories that you and him kept which shall be placed in the heart forever. I'm contented already , blessed to have someone like you before. :)