Lazy saturday.

Slept my day away today . I mean this is so-not-me who would do that or even wasting my time doing nothing today .. I'm just lazy , lazy me . Somehow , it's good that I actually stared at the ceiling for awhile and thought through the little things..   I really envy people that always get to hang out with different friends or even primary school friends which I haven't got the chance to meet them yet. Those are really the outgoing types , unlike me .. I'm always the awkward turtle everywhere I go . I'll always lose out when it comes to the making friends or socialize part. I really can't do it as much as I want to make new friends or finding common topic to talk about so eventually I'll wait , wait for miracles to happen and that they will approach me first. That explain why I don't have much friends with me most of the time , you will find myself going shopping alone , eating in the empty house alone , jogging alone,  doing almost everything alone .. I'm used to being  what I called      " independent" .. I'm not sad nor anything while writing this post because there's a saying goes, "You don't need many friends , you just need some that stay true to you " I always believe in this so it kept me going all along. I'm glad for those that make the effort to console me or even pick up the phone to hear my sorrows anytime, anywhere. :') 

To end this, I just wanna say : Happy Birthday to my dad. Though we had stopped talking for awhile and we didn't get to celebrate cause you went out in the end... nevertheless, I love you , really and sincerely.