Ugly.

Guess you don't know what had gone wrong , don't you? It just tear me apart to know that you're no difference from other people. I know I don't have a perfect figure and a pretty face . I know that. I'm trying hard enough to give my best to you in every ways . Don't you know whenever pretty girls walk past you , I'll always have a slight tinge of sadness whenever you glance at them. I don't say anything because I'm not like them, I'm not even anything compared to them, so i kept quiet and pretended that I'm fine. How I wish I don't born this way. How I wish I don't have muscular legs . How I wish I have a prettier face . That's all wishful thinking . Whenever I looked at the mirror , I hate the reflection I see , really. It sucks . It's just so sad ... A hug from you just now would be good enough. To my disappointment , none, not even a kiss goodbye . Could you at least care enough to see those tears behind my fake smiles ?