You're always on my mind

 

Can i give this 'Face' to everything -__-

Seriously , this feelings sucks.

I hate the sight of many things and people.

Everytime i hope things will go on smoothly , it turn out the otherwise. Everytime i see your face , i'm tearing inside , not that i have butterflies , but just that constant heartache. It's not getting away . I am the girl whom cry for many lil things , and it still is now , just that for different issues. I just hope i'm a little bit stronger inisde. I won't tear easily.  Definitely hadn't been a good day . Almost everyday . I feel like dying with this ugly face of mine too. =/  Unhappy part is that I would really appreciate if some people don't know what has been done behind the scene to stfu before any words had been spat out by you guys. Seriously , i don't feel good even though i smile my way through ....  However , there are still some whom always had been there for me to cheer me on :) I love all of them ! As i know i'm being cared for and it means a lot C:    Oh yes , training with them also has been a pleasant one. :) Thanks girls ! ;)

 

Everything seems to get harder and harder to please. Higher and higher expectations to lift up . Stronger and stronger front to maintain . Studies becoming harder and harder to cope. Basketball becoming lousier and lousier . #FML.

Still missing you . When will you ever talk to me again or should i say , when will i ever see you everyday in school ? the promise, do you still remember?