All i'm asking for

Dear formula , Many things about you I'm confused but I never dared to enquire.

Argh ! >:( Its like i hate almost all the shots that has me inside !

More unglam photos at facebook -,-

Seoul garden with alicia and vivien ytd .

pretty much of  'pew pew pew' ing . haha . 

Well , have your been waiting for pictures ? Okay ,i know its been like oh-so-long since i last update . Consider so , hmmm ,  thats all for pictures ;) I haven't rly been updating about my life properly, most prolly cos it's been real mundane. Actually, I'm supposed to be happy today right? But... I was really3 sad about something else. Somehow it hurts, somehow it aches, and this tingling feeling lingering around me is causing me such an inexorable agony. I wish to tell you how and why I'm feeling this way, I don't want to be strong anymore, I don't want to put on a happy front, I want to be myself. And yet, I'm so vulnerable. We always claim forever to be long yet it turned so short, how funny. I see no point in being angry or sad .

I'm seriously much up and down these few times . Because i cant believe you are the one that build me up and tear me down \;  Haizxc . Super confused on what i'm suppose to do right now exactly . i'm much insecure girl , thats why i need assurance again & again .. ! Haizxcxzc !