Errors in life

ps , i know it look weird but i'm trying out my camera on my new hp .

Hope i could get a hand out of it soon :x

Have you ever? Well, have you ever thought why you've ever done something that could make a person happy or how you could make someone cry? Just at times, I feel that such questions aren't worth pondering about isn't it? There shouldn't be any If(s) or Have you ever(s) because it's useless. When we go on thinking if we have ever done something, it goes to show we haven't. If we did, it would be etched on your heart or otherwise you chose to forget because it hurts. But you know the answer and yet you want to ask Have you ever. If is a waste of time, because when you go thinking, "What if I told him I love him?" It has already past and it's not like time can turn back, so what if I let him go... What if... It's sooo confusing at time really. But I guess it's just a waste of time.

Time has brought me to a point when I know I've lost. Starting from tomorrow I'll be changing everything, I need to make things better. I know I wouldn't be able to accept your absence when my decision is thrown. But it's like tiny spurts of iced water flying across to me. I realised how much I'm not what I thought I was, life wasn't fair was it? Well, maybe you can learn from me how heartless someone can actually turn into

 

Misery would end soon, I hate doing things I don't like to, and when I'm being forced, I change.

I was the cause of the unhappiness wasn't it? You're angry, and now I apologise. I'm sorry.

 

Love ,
Angela :)