Never admit defeat

Okays okays , i'm leaving in about 5hours time .
But still i'm gonna blog first and then head to SSC with friends
before i leave sg and come back on monday :] Miss me bah !

So ..there are always things that people love to do and must do .
I love to sleep , love to surf the net , love to go random people blog ,
love to take beautiful pictures ,love to shop till my pants drop ,
love playing bb match, love doing nothing as well .
But in the end , i still got to do homework , go to school , stressful match , training,
examination , council job , must must do loads of homeworks
I admit that we are doing mostly the things we must do instead of the things we love to do.
Ultimately, that sucks. I can't help feeling at times, that life is downright meaningless.
But although i baffled at times , but afterall , its benefits me quite alot .
Things are there for a reason was what i've learnt in bball . :]

I kinda enjoy training alot alot with my two best friends there and all the teammates .
We go crazy together , play together and talk alot together.
Its like different heart that beats as one , some kinda this feeling .
I never ever regretted joining this as cca despite of the torture training ,
and having to go back home and get scolded by my father , for playing too much of bball
and being sucha tomboy kind, and once , he scolded me for giving too much for bball .
But after all , he still gives in to me , and during the weekends in the early morning to
come find me at the park near my house to help me take rebonds that i've shoot .
and pass ball for me to layups and stuff . He also ended up giving me advise.
I was truely grateful to him for whatever he had done .

And no matter what others might think of it , i dont care .
Most importantly was not about what others might think or say ,
its about what we think of ourselves .
Likewise , this imply to the players themselves.
I believe that there are always strong , weak players .
but this doesnt matter , and it shouldnt be affected as a team .
People improve at different levels , and its hard to get everyone improve at once .
But i believe as time goes , and with the amount of effort that you've put in ,
you would definitely gain something out of it  ,even if its just a minor one
Everyone are good at something , doesnt mean the top scorer wins the glory .
Some maybe for the players that intercept balls ,snatching of balls , defence, as well as the rebonds ..
So i believe all these would be of great help to win the game .
No point of quiting , or admit yourself that you are one loser .
I would never do that , and i dont want my 1year plus effort go down to drain
This was what i've always thought , and i've gone through all these too .

Okays , i wanna elaborate on more , but i stop already . Because when i talk more ,
i would speak nonsense again . This is my own personal space that i would let out everything i wanna say ,
the moments of feeling and little thoughts that i want to express
And i'm letting YOU readers to my space ;]  Nothing much , toodlessss