It is worth my tears,time and soul?

I look super no life man . Like seriously. I dont know what was wrong with me .I dont know whats on my mind.
Now everything was just a blank piece .I no longer have the ability to fullfilled what i long dream about .
As for the slimest hope that i'm counting on , i'm trying my fullest best for it .

Sorry , I'm very emotional . sorry for that , dont read it if you dont want then. Sometimes , I just cant help it , What to do? My facial expression can be allright . But deep down , its killing me . I bet no one knew th feeling .
I felt so tired . I feel like stopping it all for once and once and for all . Somehow , I'm lagging on .dont wish to continue . Worser , I simply dont even have the mood to do simple task like eating , showering etc etc . I'm too lazy .Seriously , i felt so-so exhausted . My eyes were so lifeless.When i look myself into the mirror , I cant believe that was me , Hai);.. jialat..

Allright ; ain't that active on Blogger these days, but more active on Twitter, it's like a mini blog of mine , so follow me on Twitter! 
I'm still tired despite sleeping for almost the whole day  . Okays , Nights guys .



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Sometimes , i was wondering what are you thinking .Love can be both diffcult and contradicting . I dont want false hope .Its easy to make any decision with just few simple sentences .And everything could just happen in just one day or a split second . But you will never know how much i tried not to fall apart infront of you . Even the slimest effort i'm putting into it,. i guess you wont realise it , dont you?  \Time has flew, scenes repeating and repeating, but why dont I see you again? The pevious, you? I don't believe you've changed for all, I just don't believe