Ranting

Who the hell will think too much on 3.30pm in the afternoon right.... I guess I must be too bored and just happen to browse through every single shit that I shouldn't see. 

I'm writing lesser and lesser of my feelings here even though I feel like crap the past few days. Mostly because I'm worried about what my love ones might think whenever I write something emotional here. I've learnt to hide and hide till eventually I won't feel a thing anymore. I'm so disturbed by what others have to say about me or him. 

Actually I'm not like what your think of me, I'm as weak as fuck. I'm actually no difference from them. I just chose to cover myself with a very thick layer of mask. 

^ She actually surprise me by knowing whatever I need when I told her I got school the next day. There's no need to explain anything further. I'm so touched! Can't wait to see them this Friday! #bestfriendsgoals.