^ We took 4 times and all failed so badly.
Head to fresh fruits lab since she wanted to try! Pricey but the spaghetti is so good!
It's been long since I had simply laughter with someone I'm comfortable with. I think I'm beginning to feel too comfortable and i just speak whatever comes into my mind! Not to forget annoying her with my singing! Hahahah, the train adventure and her face seriously need to maintain when she spot shuaige.
Can't wait to drink with her next week!
Sometimes, I feel so inferior when I see my bare face. As much as I hate to rely on makeup, it became so essential to my everyday life and I won't be able to take it if I were to go out to meet my friends with my 'secondary school look'. The only way I'm saving my self-esteem is to put as light as possible and the natural the better. The irony when makeup suppose to boost girls' self-esteem (it really does) but at the same time able to make me feel like crap.
Side track a bit, I'm no longer the old self where I will avoid eye contact or purposely walk another way just to avoid xx. I'll feel all shitty as I watched xx from a distance hoping that I could salvage the situation. Last time I used to feel like it's all my fault even though I was hurt so badly by a good friend of mine (I know xx feels hurt as well) but I'll like to blame it all by myself. Right now, I'm able to make eye contact and bravely walk past xx without having to feel any ache inside. I'd like to think that time really really does heals. I do regret but time don't turn back as well.
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