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Sunday, May 31, 2015

Emotional roller coaster.

Tearing up for no reason by the thought of the past which I had a conversation earlier.  I thought it will be good if I have some time to sort out my emotions alone. 

Thinking back the good old days as well as the bad old days. True that without all these happenings, it wouldn't make me to who I am right now. It will be nice if I can experience everything all over again, this time correcting those mistakes and sins I've made in the past. 

I get that things happened for a reason but I can't get over the fact that It'll make me regret even deeper that I couldn't stop those bad things from people I care or once cared about so damn much. 

I miss xx & xx. I wish I'm still part of their life and I wish I didn't have to go to the extent of hurting them in order to shield myself from getting hurt again. It was a bad choice. 

Right now even though people may say why bother going back to those that hurt you? I still want to see the good in people , I still want to try again for those that matter if it means getting hurt all over again. I didn't know I can be this sucker for someone. 

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