When I thought all the traces of our friendship would come to an end this time round, I received a text from xx again. I was so so reluctant to open my whatsapp because I know the cycle gonna repeat itself again. The same old text from you "Hey , a part of me still hold on to us." "Hey, what's wrong?" "What have I done wrong this time round?" I'm so sick of how this routine always repeat and that our friendship is not meant to be. As much as I want to salvage this, I know I shouldn't give in to the temptation because what's left for us will be another goodbye. I don't want any hurt to you or vice versa anymore. Truth be told, there's already no faith in this friendship to begin with, not that we didn't gave each other chances. In fact, too much chances till i lost count of them. I lost faith in fighting for us, for you. I've been burned and have no intention of returning my fingers to the flame.
I'm sorry we have to end this way. I don't care what other people think of me because I know I really really once gave my best , gave my all for you and our friendship. Just lead your life the way it is and do your best to detest me because I deserve it for throwing hurtful words at you even for the last time.
I'm tired and I'm only human.
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